You ever get there? You ever figure?Where your tired is tired?
Is this what it is?
Is this how it plays out?
Gnashing my teeth unconsciously I only notice when I have a headache.
Chest so tight I hear a wheeze.
Not the asthma wheeze. It’s the heart-fractured-in-so-many-places pain is oozing out from every crack-kind-of-wheeze.
Neither Band-aid nor POP can fix this.
Silent screams wishing somehow to be heard..
How do I sort through this pain? settled in my chest like a king.
Where do I start to mend from?
Pain so diverse, yet so familiar I don’t even know where to ligate.
To stop the bleeding that has become.
But You are great, O God. There can be no other. You are true. All else is a lie. You are Great. Beautiful for all situations. I can’t concern myself with anything else. I won’t concern myself with anything else. You slay me. I praise you.
One day. That day. The day. She comes forth. It comes forth.
That day that her experience lines up with her position.
That day that the tears are of joy not sorrow.
Great day when her heart takes flight.
You are beautiful, You are lovely. You are kind, you are wise, you are IMPORTANT.
He will remind you how lovely, how honorable, how beautiful, how valuable, how important you are.
Your light shines brighter and brighter. Nothing barren is roundabout or inside of you. You are woman, phenomenally you, blessedly priceless.
It won’t be long now. Blessings upon blessings. Mountains being removed. It won’t be long now.
The day comes, it breaks forth, when you don’t have to struggle to wonder if you are special to the man that God has kept for you. Where you don’t have to doubt if it’s you or it’s everyone else. Till then, thank the Lord that to Him, you are always special, always different, always loved, always cherished.
Thank you Jesus for your unfailing love.